I believe in love.

A while ago I remember posting a picture saying that I don´t believe in love, that I just believed in dreams. When writing this I was frustrated that love had not arrived at my door step yet. I was hurt, I was angry. When looking back to all my not so good experiences with "love" I remember that I´ve felt so much pain. Pain that brought me to a point where I now can look back and smile and just be thankful for all the experience. All the self-respect that I´ve grown is something that I am proud of.

In a world that has a tendency of focusing a lot on superficial things like looks and being perfect in general, I found myself in a place where this is not a person I want to be. I don´t want to be liked just for the superficial stuff. I have a big heart, and I love reaching out my hand to whomever needs it. That´s what matters to me.

I want to be happy with myself, and I´ll never think that there´s anything wrong with people being proud of what they´ve got, and showing it off. But love is so much bigger than looks and trying to impress others by making everything look perfect on the outside.

I love the state of mind I am in these days, and that I´ve been in for a while now. I´m not stressed when it comes to finding love anymore - simply because I know that it´s totally worth the wait. Even tho I am an impatient person - if there´s something I can wait for, it´s genuine love. Until then I´ll keep admiring others love, and let that fill my body with joy and excitement. Whenever love is ready to knock on my door I´ll be one happy girl. And with that said I feel so much gratitude for all the love I´ve got in my life already. Life is beautiful. Love is beautiful.

This made me cry a couple or three, four, five, six tears today. Just a great moment and a beautiful commitment between two people. Goosebumps.

S.